Tuesday, June 29, 2004
[[相遇太早 - 25.05.04]]
当我们再度相视微笑
成熟的心有一点苍老
许多的伤痛都已经忘掉
记忆里剩下的全是美好
你我都找到新的依靠
过去对错已不再重要
只是我们都清楚地知道
心里还有个划不完的句号
只怪你和我相爱得太早
对于幸福又了解的太少
于是自私让爱变成煎熬
付出了所有却让彼此想逃跑
上天让我们相遇得太早
对于缘分却又给得太少
才让我们只能陷在回忆中懊恼
[bottomline:]如果说一切都是天意.. 无情无爱此生又何必..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 4:24 PM
[[if only.. - 28.06.04]]
What exactly is LOVE? Is there any explanation for it? If only someone could give me an intellectual answer. Its wierd to get a logical answer when the question itself is illogical. What lies in a question? Simple! An answer is all i need. Thanks!
Basically, I should declare myself as being easily satisfied. A simple sms, a simple poem, little surprises and of cause.. APPRECIATION!
In love:
- I never believe in who is wrong or who is right.
- It doesnt matter who apologises first.
- It doesnt matter who changes for another.
- It doesnt matter that we have limited time.
>>It doesnt matter coz I knew I really love you.. but is it the same for you<<
One thing for sure, we can never use past relationships to compare with one another. Definitely, it will be a rough gauge of how feelings can be felt, how love is being appreciated. But when feelings can't be felt and love is not being appreciated, where does one go?
Someone asked me "Why are you holding back..?"
To be frank, I have no answer. There are many things I wished I can say. If I am unfeeling wise, I will have no qualms about letting go. It just dawned on me that I just can't bring myself to say it. For the fact that, whether or not it will improve our relationship or make it remain the same to simply dissolving the relationship which I have no wish of. I just can't hurt her with my choice of words. Simply bcoz I have already fallen for her. I just hoped that she realised that too coz a relationship is about US and not just you or me..
[bottomline:]itz about US..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 12:08 AM
Monday, June 28, 2004
lost in poems - 28.06.04
[[lost in poems - 28.06.04]]
these are the xchanges of poems today btw ADEL and OT..
xxx (from OT to ADEL)
If it comes to a tym when i cldn't say gdbye..
It isnt a tym when i had to die..
Itz i had known tt you juz had to be mine..
Irregardless of d tym.. i juz love you..
xxx (from OT to ADEL)
[A] day without you seems like..
[D]reams without reality..
[E]very little thing about you..
[L]oving you more each day..
[O]ver the time spent together..
[T]houghts immersed in you dear..
xxx (adapted from ::HER::)
Glass might break..
Milk might spill..
Promises may be broken..
But i did keep mine still..
Like the windmill which runs with our love..
De wind can stop..
But i wont..
xxx (from OT to ADEL)
Love might be unspoken..
For actions speak louder..
But when actions are missing..
I searched in vain for feelings..
A silent love..
For no actions or words matter..
I just love 'her'..
xxx (from OT to ADEL)
I could walk past you twice..
And missed you..
But the third time you walked past..
I will never let go..
I never knew i could learn to love so much..
Yet.. you chose to walk awae..
xxx (from OT to ADEL)
Every second is d rate of my heartbeat..
Every minute is d rate i'm thinking of you..
Every hour is d rate i'm loving you..
Everyday.. I wake up juz to find my heartbeat..
Beating for you.. my dear..
[bottomline:]if everythin can be so simple..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 11:42 PM
Sunday, June 27, 2004
tension.. - 26.06.04
[[tension - 26.06.04]]
Differences set aside. Lots of ponderin needed.
The day started wierd..
Arranged to meet at heeren which was changed to wisma.
Was late yet again..
Went heeren on the pretext of getting a cd..
It was a guise to shrug ::HER:: off to get a gift..
A ring ::SHE:: wanted.. - that's what i heard -
Went for dinner at Tamako
Asked ::HER:: for movie date.. got snubbed..
TENSION builds up.. i walked off.. ::SHE:: went home..
I went home and sped to ::HER:: house with shion.
Parked in the middle of the carpark below ::HER:: block..
Awaited.. "like a predator for itz prey.."
Alone in the car.. First words muttered.. "Wat shit..!"
Gave ::HER:: the ring..
Sent ::HER:: home..
[bottomline:] it doesnt matter who is wrong or right.. itz coz i care.. i will juz show.. i care.. do u?
emotionally charged.-evewbb 1:35 PM
angels brought me here [guy sebastian] - 25.06.04
[[angels brought me here - 25.06.04]]
It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes
My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you, my miracle
If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name
My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Brought me here to be with you
I'd be forever grateful (oh forever grateful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
emotionally charged.-evewbb 1:18 PM
