Sunday, September 12, 2004
[[feelings.. - 12.09.04]]
Hmm.. in the wee mornings of 10.09.04.. I was browsing thru someone's blog.. I did nt know what stirred me to do tt.. I went thru all her postings.. as though reliving thru what she went thru in the past.. A young girl yet she has so much hurt within her.. The background melody was from a show she likes alot.. It took me 2 hrs to complete everything tt was written.. There was feelings in every entry that she has posted.. Be it happiness or sadness.. To disappointment..
"I believe this is not a lie..
My heart stirred as I sighed.."
There could be tyms.. when u fall.. and I pondered to go over and reach out to u.. but.. currently it is not the tym yet.. Coz.. from very confident of my own feelings.. I began to doubt my own words.. my actions.. till the stage of confusion..
True to an extent tt I seldom interact with u.. bt ur lil actions.. i dunno what it symbolise.. N i prob wun want to think abt it anymore.. As shion said.. "Sometyms the hermit opens the window to chat with the warrior standing outside.. But the stupid warrior is out of sight.. The hermit closes the window once more.."
"You have a wall..
On it.. I see a door..
Itz locked up..
You r shutting urself out..
From desires.. harm.. and more..
I have the key..
But each tym i try..
You change the combi..
Numerous attempts i have tried..
Itz hurting me inside..
Shld i stay.. or shld i go..
An ans.. wld u let me know?"
[bottomline:]No matter hw tired i might be.. I will still be there..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 1:51 PM
