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Sunday, September 26, 2004
[[i'm tired.. - 26.09.04]]
Hmm.. I juz feel so.. The enthusiasm.. the fondness i have for u.. seems to diminish.. I can't help but ponder.. Why did that happpen.. Was it never real as you had said..?


It seems like I'm playing a game.. A game I dun call the shots.. I'm stuck.. If I wish to continue.. I will have to input more tokens.. If I wish to end.. I can juz walk away..


Your words.. Your actions.. Your apologies.. I dunno what they mean.. I dunch wish to think.. I dunch wish to feel anymore.. I'm tired.. You should know..


Now I'm halfway thru what I set out to accomplish in the first place.. Promises I cant afford to break again.. Was it juz a fulfillment on my side.. or have I really fallen for you..?


Sounds contradicting.. But everytym.. At the end of the day.. There will be an apology.. You are sorry for what you have done.. Hmm.. You can be sorry for everything.. Just dunch say sorry to me.. Coz there isn't a need..


From the start.. I wasnt looking for an answer.. Coz I knew I would never get an answer.. from you.. Itz time..


[bottomline:]love is not promises are not made by one.. it is commitment held by both..


emotionally charged.-evewbb 1:01 PM


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