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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
[[sorry seems to be the hardest word - 15.09.04]]
I finally had the time to sit down and update my blog about decent stuff.. I browse thru jo's, eve's and cat's blog.. indeed.. looking at their blog makes me feel very insignificant.. I was surprised to learn of so many problems that my dear frens have been going thru.. yet i was unaware of.. and the fact tt i was never there for them.. Can you imagine the feeling? I still remembered the poly years.. As Jo had mentioned.. we were carefree then.. Alot of things.. We probably just take it out.. luff abt it.. and case closed.. But now.. things are so different..


Indeed.. After poly.. all our lives had changed in one way or another.. The usual gang will have cat, eve, hl, jo, nikki, lene and myself.. Lately we have been so bz with our own lives tt i even forgot to say Hi.. my gosh.. what was i thinking..


To date.. We are still keeping in touch.. Currently..
cat - she's juggling two jobs.. for her trip to o/s i guess.. she's very independent.. but i guess.. humans are vulnerable.. no matter what..
eve - she's working.. bt apparently.. frm her blog.. she doesnt seem to enjoy her job.. well.. we r prob the only two eves who r still single.. yah??
hl - hmm.. ever since.. she got att.. it seems tt we have bcum quite distant.. now tt she's pursuing her degree.. my gosh.. she's really tied down..
jo - lately.. i have been neglecting this fren of mine alot.. probs i dunno she has.. prob she doesnt know how to say it either..
lene - hmm.. i dunno.. perhaps.. a growing process.. i juz feel tt she has very different thts..
nikki - yah.. my best buddy.. have nt seen her for very long.. the last tym was when we went to lene's party.. she seems to have alot on her mind too..


I just dunno.. I just feel that everyone seems to have something deep inside their heart.. we cant take it out and luff abt them anymore.. Problems tt we have.. doesnt juz involve schwk or r/s.. it involves something more practical.. i guess..


This sun.. we will be meeting up as a whole group.. hopefully.. laughter tt i hear.. are not frm cries.. within..


[bottomline:]i felt so lost..


emotionally charged.-evewbb 6:14 PM


myself


OT - First existed on 30th July 1983, has a bunch of wonderful friends (7friends) and of coz not forgetting my 'always on flight-mode' gf..



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