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Monday, October 18, 2004
[[tears.. - 18.10.04]]
For the 2nd time.. They welled up in my eyes.. Refusing to fall.. I am not controlled by my emotions.. I hope not..


For the first time in my 4 years.. The first time I am feeling so.. No words could ever refer to the feelings.. The fear inside me laid there.. I cant feel my heartbeat anymore.. Not that I can hear my own breathing.. Everything stops.. It just stops..


The key broke.. One half was stuck inside her heart.. One half was held by me.. It was a reminder.. To remind me of something that I had attempted.. But failed miserably.. I paused.. I stopped.. I laid there.. I saw the stars.. It reminded me of someone.. I missed her greatly..


[bottomline:]it was a bottomless pit..


emotionally charged.-evewbb 7:38 PM


myself


OT - First existed on 30th July 1983, has a bunch of wonderful friends (7friends) and of coz not forgetting my 'always on flight-mode' gf..



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