Tuesday, November 30, 2004
[[distance of love.. - 29.11.04]]
Most of the times.. I am left wondering.. I am left guessing.. I am left clueless.. I am left all confused.. Did I asked for all these..? I believed not.. All I wanted was a simple love.. Yet.. in return.. it was so full of anguish emotions..
The process tt I thought so to enjoy.. I tried to seek for an outcome.. Fearing of an outcome which seals the final fate.. I chose to disguise.. The question I thought I would ask.. Instead.. I chose silent..
I forced a knife deep into my own heart.. It just hurts.. So I plunged it deeper.. Hoping tt it will end someday.. somehow.. I've tried.. And I've failed.. Hmm.. I wun sae tt I have failed.. Itz juz tt probably.. I am taking a breather..
Hmm.. You dun want others to take you for granted.. Aren't you doing the same to me..?
I am too far away from the surface of the water.. I cant come up for a breather.. I am seeking a solution.. An alternative.. Please.. let me be in peace..
/my heart.. it stopped..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 1:33 AM