Monday, November 01, 2004
[[perhaps.. - 01.11.04]]
Hmm.. Some thoughts for the first of the month.. Have I moved on to the next chapter or have I re-traced back to the previous chapters..?
I walked into a garden.. Anticipated various types of flowers.. One caught my attention and heart.. It was the sunflower.. Just coz it was so bright.. It seemed to add some colors in my life.. A rainbow life it started.. I visited the garden everytime my heart stirred.. For it was the sunflower which brought the rainbow.. The sunflower was exceptionally beautiful.. Esp on a sunny morning.. Gradually.. I found out tt.. As night slowly approaches.. The sunflower loses its shine.. Perhaps without the sun.. It fell asleep.. But it did not realised tt I was paying attention to it all this while.. My life revolves around a sunflower who tht I did not bother.. It tht tt I did not care.. It tht tt I was never serious.. It tht tt liking her was just a norm..
One day.. The sunflower wilted and died.. Upset as I was.. I mourned for 'her' death..
Numerous times.. I stepped into the garden.. I tht i saw the sunflower at exactly the same spot.. I didnt.. I did not see it.. I visualised it..
The sunflower which once stirred my heart.. In itz place.. Grew lilies.. I felt it has the charm of the sunflower.. I fell deeply in love with it.. I still am..
/all abt feelins..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 6:38 PM