Wednesday, December 01, 2004
[[fairytale.. - 01.12.04]]
A new chapter begins..
As I flipped thru the pages.. I realised I wasnt reading.. Words I couldn't see.. Images I couldn't visualised..
Everytime a chapter ends.. A new chapter will begin.. If it was memorable enough.. Yah.. I wished I could turn back time.. Reminiscing about the words that moved me.. the emotions tt stirred me.. and the her.. who stole my heart..
But if i were to linger too long in that chapter I find so beautiful.. I will never be able to move on to another chapter.. Perhaps a more beautiful chapter.. Which I have not read..
I remembered.. The first time on 23.08.04.. There wa an undeciphered poem.. The last sentence was.. None would ever be the same as "will you be with me?"
Many SMSes.. Letters.. Meetups.. Phone conversations down the road.. I never asked that same question again.. Till this very fine day.. 30.11.04.. Last day of November.. I sent her an SMS.. "Y can't you be with me..?"
She never replied..
She once told me she loves fairytales.. Coz itz always a happy ending tt one will get.. I told her once.. I love fairytales.. Although they might never come true.. She's my fairytale.. An ending I have not read.. I shall not end my chapter.. For as long as she stays.. She knows.. I truly love her..
/I am waiting.. and will continue to..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 1:16 AM