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Friday, December 31, 2004
[[identity - 30.12.04]]
"Sometimes - perhaps only for an instant - we fail to recognise a companion. When this happens to lovers, the effect is acute: for a moment the identity of the loved one ceases to exist, and we come to doubt our own."


Surprising.. As much as I tried to compose myself.. I could not.. I lost it.. Out of the league.. Out of the game.. My identity.. I tried so hard to disguise.. What others see are physical scars.. That could be healed.. What I felt.. Was emotional scars.. that remained.. in tym to come..


Like an unpredictable weather.. All came at once.. The heart was stabbed.. once more.. Till it could no longer feel anythin.. Even if an eraser could erase the markings left by the pencil.. The paper still has the scars.. The pencil can continue writing.. The eraser can continue to erase.. But the paper.. will be trashed..


Leaf's depart is bcoz of Wind's pursuit or bcoz Tree didn't ask Leaf to stay..
The ans:
There is a tym for leaf to leave.. It will be sooner or later..
But in my case.. The leaf left.. Long b4.. coz the Tree wasn't suitable..


emotionally charged.-evewbb 2:00 AM


myself


OT - First existed on 30th July 1983, has a bunch of wonderful friends (7friends) and of coz not forgetting my 'always on flight-mode' gf..



myspreeList 2007


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~ hk trip(by early august 2007)
~ anf polo tee
~ canon or Nikon DSLR
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