Thursday, March 31, 2005
[[m.i.s.s.i.o.n - 30.03.05]]
Finally, managed to accomplished something today.
During my rostered leave.
I went cycling.
I covered Pit 1 to Pit 80 at ECP and back.
So how many 'KM' was tt?
I nearly died!
a sense of satisfaction!
Went to fetch Da Jie Jie fm work.
Was a lil late.
And she walk all the way out to the bus stop.
Eww..!
So impatient! -lolx-
But managed to fetch her to mrt station coz i was rushin for time.
Met up with steve.
He's finally back fm china.
But he's leaving on 06April05.
Went to soup restaurant and had dinner - steve's treat again!
Proceeded to tcc @ boat quay for some chat session.
Head home @ ard 2330hrs.
Such a fully packed day.
Have 4 free admission tickets for zoo..
Any takers?
'tan chi gui'.. betta take hor..
//ttconversation..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 1:08 AM
Monday, March 28, 2005
[[lingerin smell - 27.03.05]]
ok! i m officially on rostered leave!
and i have nt planned to do anythin.
i can only think of cyclin.. cyclin.. and cyclin..
pathetic? thnk so too.
recently, there was a fascination with rotiboi with a few of the colleagues.
brings back fond memories indeed.
the first time i heard of rotiboi.
the first time i bought rotiboi.
the 2nd time i went back to buy rotiboi.
oh wells.
to think i m open to my frens as to my sexual inclination.
yet at the same tym,
i feel uncomfortable with ppl of the same kind.
why is this so..?
i cldnt xplain.
unless other party is a femme tt is.
m i still closeted?
i dun think so.
for my frens do know.
how out are u?
*to some people*
hmm.. so i m not *to all but family*
so what does tt represent?
m i havin an identity crisis?
couldnt be!
i went thru my memory bank once again.
retraced those steps.
i found.
i m low profile.
ttz d only reason tt i have.
till then.
//midaoZ?
emotionally charged.-evewbb 2:00 AM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
[[room-mates - 22.03.05]]
the 7 friends organisation decide to meet up once again.
paragon - bakerzinn tt is.
with cat, eve-line and jo.
as usual we had some pastry cakes and pasta.
the service was wonderful.
i m gonna write a compliment letter soon.
mean lene is still stuck in her office.
overworked! underpaid!
AS USUAL for ALL OF US!!
we decided to fetch her and spend some quality time together.
we waited and waited for more than 30mins.
finally her meeting ended and we went to ECP.
we went to drive-thru mac and ordered some food b4 headin to ECP.
some plans were underway.
we decided to move into a condo.
YES! the 6 of us.
and try living together for 1 month.
we still cldnt figure out who will be bunking with who.
till then..
//inaworldofourown..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 3:48 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
[[love @ first sight? - 20.03.05]]
frankly, it wasnt so.
she reminds me of someone.
my sip jiejie - cynthia.
they seem to have this charisma.
i cant describe.
they make heads turn.
d air of confidence,
d act of independence.
i pondered.
i still cant figure out.
search mode on.
what can i do ne?
please kindly advise!
//dilemma
emotionally charged.-evewbb 10:34 PM
[[fairytales - 20.03.05]]
i m willing to be tt angel you love
in the fairytale
spread my arms
just like wings to protect you
please believe in me
please believe we will be like the fairytale
blissful and happiness will be the ending
an ending we will write - together
//itzREAL
emotionally charged.-evewbb 10:08 PM
[[a step - 19.03.05]]
I took a step forward.
I finally took the initiative.
And I finally mustered up my courage.
To give her a box of strawberry pocky.
To converse with her.
Last but not least.
I offered to fetch her to her destination.
And found out tt ALL of us are road idiots.
//helloANGEL!
emotionally charged.-evewbb 12:09 AM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
[[light up - 17.03.05]]
Time: 0017hrs
Location: infront of my PC
Mood: doz-ing off..
17.03.05
Went out with my team-mates.
To dine @ pizzahut and sing @ kbox.
YES!
Now I believe they stepped on the pizza dough.
All thanks..!
I have banned pizzahut!
ktv @ kbox was hilarious.
We changed fm rm71 to rm18 coz there was no ventilation.
And YES!
There was something pretty interesting gg in the opp rm.
We were more engrossed in watching them than singing..
Realli!
3am - last song!
18.03.05
Went back to office even thou itz my off.
Had to settle and close a case.
Finally settled!
Nearly got a complaint coz of tt..
Stayed fm 1150hrs to 1330hrs.
Went off to meet nikki for lunch.
All we went on a car tour coz she is meetin her clients.
I went to sheng shiong @ woodlands..
YES!
I bought 10 strawberry pocky and sweets,
blah blah blah..
total: $35
Went to a thai-temple and pray.
Hope my wishes come true!
xxx
Went down to heeren with shion.
To collect my engraved zippo lighter.
I AM SMOKING?!?!?
Of course not.
I just had a sudden facination with lighters.
All coz of her.
Guess wat was engraved?
-gRinz-
We went to dine @ baker's inn.
Had a fulling dinner which came up to abt $52.
OKAY!
I am kinda broke now.
I will be banning myself fm gg out.
//lockMEup!!
emotionally charged.-evewbb 12:16 AM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
[[tired - 14.03.05]]
Time: 0107hrs
Location: infront of my PC
Mood: dozing off
Spent 3hrs infront of the comp..
Trying to locate the pictures for my blog..
And of coz 'tan chi gui's' blog..
I even put myself as 'be right back' on msn..
Yeah rite.. BE RITE BACK..
I didnt went back..
She wasnt technically online..
So I just concentrate on my blogs..
Okie.. There was some probs..
Shld be server probs with blogskins.com and blogger.com
Only by 0100hrs that i managed to complete everything..
Hopefully 'tan chi gui' dun complain too much..
I tried my best..
Till then..
//imissher
emotionally charged.-evewbb 1:06 AM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
[[refresh F5 - 13.03.05]]
Time: 1018hrs
Location: infront of my PC
Mood: elated
Was supposed to meet lene @ 0800hrs..
Hmm.. my phone died on me..
And I had to tk a cab down to tk my dad's car..
Finally.. We met up @ 1000hrs..
As usual..
Pasir Ris was the place..
I cycled while lene blade..
We covered from one end of Pasir Ris till the other end..
Mission accomplished: around 4.5km.. (ttz wat lene claimed)
xxx
Went home and washed up..
Shortly after I drove to the office..
Was supposed to complete 'tan chi gui's' timesheet..
But..
Due to some constraints..
I decided against gg back to office..
But decided to lunch with my stm colleagues..
I have a new found fren..!!
My strawberry pocky!!
//likefinally..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 10:15 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
[[all in a day - 09.03.05]]
Hmm..
Kids will always be kids.. -gRinZ-
Went to tcc @ boatquay with 'tan chi gui'
First time tt we managed to sat down and talk..
Okie.. Basically.. We were gossiping.. =x
I like the feeling tt she is one of d special frens..
One whom I can converse with..
Okie.. 'tan chi gui'.. i still want my soup restaurant!!
xxx
Hmm.. Went home and watched A.Idols..
Waited for the car..
Loaded my bicycle onto the car..
Finally.. A long awaited nite..
2nd time tt i am cycling..
to think tt i bought this bike for $700..
It became an accessory to my balcony..
Exercise genes is working..
Went down to fetch lene and get her blades..
Pasir ris park is the place..
I cycled while lene blade..
For around 1 hour..
Till lene fell and hurt herself..
We decided to end the session..
And we went in search of Jo..
Sinful supper we had..
To think tt we were trying to fight off..
"TEMPTATION"
okie.. we lost..
after sending lene home..
jo and i decided to talk..
at some eerie.. ponggol beach
we chatted and left at ard 1 plus..
Yeah..
and i had to unload my bicycle home.. =(
//i love the nite scenery.. peace..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 5:53 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
[[rush.. - 06.03.05]]
I don't need to love again
I won't sigh and mope again
I don't need to love again
I just don't think it's worth it
I don't really love her
I don't think I want her
Ain't gonna take to love again
It's the way your love hurts
It's the way your mad again
I don't think I'll love again
I won't ever promise her
I don't think I want her
This time no one else
I don't bear to follow you
I don't ever promise you
Sometimes I don't love you
Think I'm tired of loving her
I don't really want love
Hey, hey, hey, hey
You know you're right
You told me to follow him
Teach him that I loved him
I won't ever promise you
I won't even bother to
You gave me my first kiss
I don't think I want it now
I don't ever want again
It's all that I had to have
It's all that I wanted
It's all that I had to
I don't think I'll miss her
I don't think I want her
emotionally charged.-evewbb 4:59 PM
