Monday, March 28, 2005
[[lingerin smell - 27.03.05]]
ok! i m officially on rostered leave!
and i have nt planned to do anythin.
i can only think of cyclin.. cyclin.. and cyclin..
pathetic? thnk so too.
recently, there was a fascination with rotiboi with a few of the colleagues.
brings back fond memories indeed.
the first time i heard of rotiboi.
the first time i bought rotiboi.
the 2nd time i went back to buy rotiboi.
oh wells.
to think i m open to my frens as to my sexual inclination.
yet at the same tym,
i feel uncomfortable with ppl of the same kind.
why is this so..?
i cldnt xplain.
unless other party is a femme tt is.
m i still closeted?
i dun think so.
for my frens do know.
how out are u?
*to some people*
hmm.. so i m not *to all but family*
so what does tt represent?
m i havin an identity crisis?
couldnt be!
i went thru my memory bank once again.
retraced those steps.
i found.
i m low profile.
ttz d only reason tt i have.
till then.
//midaoZ?
emotionally charged.-evewbb 2:00 AM