Sunday, April 03, 2005
[[blast from the p.a.s.t - 02.04.05]]
trust (noun):
One in which confidence is placed.
out of boredom,
i reflected on my past r/s.
i retraced memory lane.
images flashed.
words spoken.
1 common word.
TRUST
obviously trust was the missin factor in all my failed r/s.
i dunch understand.
was insecurity a factor on my part?
i broke off with my first gf.
reason: i din trust her.
my 2nd gf broke off with me.
reason: coz i din trust her.
i broke off with my 3rd gf.
reason: coz i dun have trust in us.
my 4th gf broke off with me.
reason: there is no trust btw us.
i broke off with my 5th gf.
reason: trust was insufficient.
we were quite happy back then.
even thou,
small quarrels we had.
lil time we had for each other.
the past entries were sweet memories.
when everythin ended.
it was abrupt.
she was outta my life.
all sms deleted.
her number i deleted.
thou i still remember the 8 digits i dialled frequently.
i never tht tt any actions were a mistake.
i always believe.
people u meet in different stages of our lives,
make us grow up.
till i learn to trust.
i guess..
she will never know.
tt someone loves her fm afar.
//strawberrypocky
emotionally charged.-evewbb 12:38 AM