Friday, July 22, 2005
[[sometimes - 22.07.05]]
sometimes, i wonder..
if certain decisions tt i made on my part is correct..
sometimes, i heard them say..
"move on.. and never look back"
i dunno if at times i m lying to myself..
i dunno if at times i m lying to everyone ard me..
sometimes,
indeed itz sometimes..
its like a seedling,
planted but it never gets to grow..
sometimes,
i wonder if i was for real..
if my feelings were real..
if u were real..
if ur feelings were real..
everyone tt u had been with..
u wanted to spend ur lifetime with them..
u had planned ur future with them..
sometimes,
i wondered..
how many lifetimes and futures do u hold?
perhaps u love each deeply..
promises i never wanted to make..
for i know i will break them 1 day..
just like u did..
was it a wise choice tt we r back together once more?
or was it by sheer coincident tt we started talking..
and decided to continue a journey tt we left 3 yrs back..
for this..
for that..
i have no answer..
i will find u someday..
//trust-?? whats tt..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 3:30 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
[[i love HK - 04.07.05 - 07.06.05]]
IM BACK!!
went on a holiday to HK with nette plus some others.
overall, the trip was still ok.
here is only a brief description of my buys!
-1 pair of torn & tattered jeans
-2 berms
-1 pair of camper shoes crossover with agnes b
-1 pair of le coq sportif shoes
-few pieces of clothings
-2 pairs of earrings
-5 pairs of socks
-1 adidas cap
till then,
wait till nette update her bloggie first..
haahaa..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 2:20 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
[[first of july.. - 01.07.05]]
the first day of the month.
marks a new beginning.
lately i am accused of the following crimes:
-not replying to sms-es (fm my 7 frens)
-not joinin my 7 frens for gatherings
-not updating my blog
-not picking up phone calls
amongst other things..
plantiff: 7 frens
defendent: myself
witness: nette
ever since i got 2gether with nette..
well,
to clarify..
i have a few reasons/xplanations..
which lists as follows:
-i m really bZ.. with my work at times
-i need some time to catch up with my gf..
-i m real tired fm work..
-and lastly, most imptly, im broke..
my witness shall be nette..
we have been spending so much..
on her.. i guess..
basically.. to put it in her way..
everytime we meet up..
itz either her top or bottom tt has to go..
i mean..
we will get a new top/bottom for her..
as and when i find mis-matched coming up..
to date..
we have spent alot..
and i do mean alot..
we are trying to save..
and itz basically not working..
coz both of us ultimately will end up spendin..
we are trying to curb..
do pardon us..
we cut down on cab rides..
bus rides on our list..
i thnk nX will be walkin..
haha. u bet!
im declared broke.
this coming week,
we are headin to HK..
ttz where ALL FUN begins..
till then,
i shall update..
//loveya! =)
emotionally charged.-evewbb 1:15 AM
[[happie 1st mth - 30.06.05]]
recently, we have been meetin up so much,
being apart seems to be torturous..
we have made a pact,
we should save not spend..
seems like we got it all in the wrong direction..
but i tht of a perfect xcuse for tt spendin..
we need a duffer bag each to go HK..
a passport holder for each..
and toiletries bag.. ALL FREE
with a min purchase of $150.
and we spent $309.. on perfume..!
oh wells,
happy 1st mth..
if we din part 3.5 yrs back,
we wld have been 2gether for 5yrs plus?
but perhaps..
perhaps.. perhaps.. perhaps..
//haha.hehe.-gRinz-
emotionally charged.-evewbb 1:07 AM
