Friday, July 22, 2005
[[sometimes - 22.07.05]]
sometimes, i wonder..
if certain decisions tt i made on my part is correct..
sometimes, i heard them say..
"move on.. and never look back"
i dunno if at times i m lying to myself..
i dunno if at times i m lying to everyone ard me..
sometimes,
indeed itz sometimes..
its like a seedling,
planted but it never gets to grow..
sometimes,
i wonder if i was for real..
if my feelings were real..
if u were real..
if ur feelings were real..
everyone tt u had been with..
u wanted to spend ur lifetime with them..
u had planned ur future with them..
sometimes,
i wondered..
how many lifetimes and futures do u hold?
perhaps u love each deeply..
promises i never wanted to make..
for i know i will break them 1 day..
just like u did..
was it a wise choice tt we r back together once more?
or was it by sheer coincident tt we started talking..
and decided to continue a journey tt we left 3 yrs back..
for this..
for that..
i have no answer..
i will find u someday..
//trust-?? whats tt..
emotionally charged.-evewbb 3:30 PM